My mom. My pastor. My uncle. 3 deaths that have hit me hard. real hard.
Will the pain ever go away? Will the tears ever completely dry up? I know they will.
Once just thinking of her reduced me to tears. Once, just hearing one of the praise and worship songs he taught us, reduced me tears. Yes once. So I guess same thing will happen with this one. But for now, just thinking of my uncle. reduces me to tears. I guess, soon I will be saying 'once' for him too. And like the other two, I will be able to smile at the memories of them. Of how they touched me. Of how they made me who I am today, Once......
USE IT! OR LOSE IT!
8 years ago
We morn, cry, get upset and even question God at the demise of our loved ones. Yes, tears roll down out checks when we begin reminiscing of the fun and lovely time we had. Of the value and virtues bestowned from our interaction.
ReplyDeleteI have lost 2 brothers and a Dad.... the pain is real and void I feel is like a black hole. But when I remember where they have gone to and where they are right now... its all SMILES!
I know they all (including your Mom, Pastor & Uncle) looking down from Heaven with a smile so bright!